I got a new pair of glasses today….
I knew I needed them and finally grew weary of blurry vision….
I will say I was a bit surprised today when I put on my new glasses and things were blurry in a new way…
I had hoped that having new glasses would give me crystal clear vision….
I am now aware that it will take some time for my eye’s to learn how to maximize this new view….
I am experiencing that my eyes get tired quickly as they look through these new lenses…
I am reminded that Len’s death has recently clouded the vision of my heart…
I am now aware that it will take some time for my heart to learn about this new view….
I am experiencing that my heart get tired quickly as I live through this grief lens….
I am learning that my heart and my eyes need time to adjust….
I believe that I will have crystal clear vision in my eyes and my heart someday again, but it will never quite be like it used to and I am learning to trust God with that!