I am…

I have been wondering what to write about tonight.

I am still living so aware of all I have to be thankful for.

I am also keenly aware that I am holding aches in my heart for those I love.

I am spending more time in reflection in my new amazing home space and I am aware of how I want to live and yet still don’t support that desire with daily actions.

I am in a season of giving life lots of thought and prayer.

I am nurturing my mind to pray specifically and trust God in every day with the honest questions of my heart.

I am approaching 43 and I am thankful both for where I have come from and the hope that each day holds for new life and opportunities.

I am trusting  trust the God who stays awake and knows my great sorrows.

I am thankful for a God who has prepared the way.

I am thankful for a God who invites me to sleep in peace and wake up to embrace a new day tomorrow.

Have courage for the great sorrows of life and patience for the small ones; and when you have laboriously accomplished your daily tasks, go to sleep in peace. God is awake. ~ Victor Hugo